And I set my mind to seek and explore by wisdom
concerning all that has been done under heaven. It is a grievous task which
God has given to the sons of men to be afflicted with. I have seen
all the works which have been done under the sun, and behold, all is vanity and
striving after wind. Ecclesiastes 1:13-14 NASB
Solomon tells us there is nothing new or meaningful
under the sun. Our challenge, when searching for meaning, is to look above the sun, outside this box we call
earth.
MEANING BEYOND
A MEANINGLESS WORLD
I’ve asked the question a thousand times, “Why am I
alive?” The answer I’m searching for goes far beyond discovering my purpose, or
gifts or talents. Those things are important compasses in finding life’s
direction, but they don’t satisfy my curiosity for knowing why I exist.
I’m pretty open about my life’s struggle with
self-hatred and worthlessness. For many years I believed the lie that I was,
basically, garbage in human form. As a result, I searched the corners of the
earth for anything to give my life meaning. In the end, all I had was a long
list of unfixable choices, unyielding habits, frail character, and the
irreconcilable belief that my life had no meaning. I had set my mind to seek and explore
everything available to me under heaven, and it just wasn’t enough. In fact, I
discovered that the more I learned about the world, the more I hurt.
Ecclesiastes chapter 1 is pretty disparaging about
life on earth, describing it as a boring, repetitive, clockwork existence,
destined to be forgotten. To me, it’s more like a snapshot of life…without God
in it. It’s about the futility of searching for meaning in all the wrong
places. Meaning doesn’t exist under the sun or within the boundaries of earth.
Our true meaning exists in the heart of God.
I was 37 when God showed me my meaning and
worth, and He began healing my heart, and my life, from the catastrophe I had
made it. The meaning of a life isn’t something that can be held in your hand or
touched, or taken in with any of the senses. It’s a belief that transcends
anything we could ever comprehend this side of eternity. God knew that my meaning wasn’t something He
could just sit me down and explain to make me understand, it was something that
had to be experienced. It was a meaning not meant to be written or told, but
lived.
If you are breathing, you have meaning. You
are important. You matter. Search outside the mundane routines of this world,
look above the sun, and He will show you.
2. How does Solomon’s description of everyday life
resonate with you? Does it sound familiar? Can you relate?
3. Ephesians 1:3-14 defines your personal
significance. It lists what God has done to you and for you. He has blessed you
with every spiritual blessing. He has chosen you. He has declared you holy and
blameless. He has adopted you. He has redeemed you. He has forgiven you. He has
made the mystery of His will known to you. He has sealed you with the Holy
Spirit. Ponder these truths about you, memorize them, and write them on your
heart.
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